So I didn't ever want to post anything every again so "LOVE" could stay on top.... that's my shout out to Antoine :) that was a great surprise.
I decided I am
OUT OF CONTROL. I get
WAY too excited about things and get my heart set/attached on an idea and i'm stubborn beyond belief. First I would like to apologize to Tony as he will be "dealing" with me for..well for forever. I'm really trying to learn some patience. Man, it's hard. I have been obsessed with house hunting and we've been looking at maybe buying a townhouse. Cameron Burnside is a fabulous agent if anyone ever needs one... However, after we went to our first "viewing" yesterday I got a little like "oh ya, I'm just a kid" and that's some serious responsibility. So who knows what you are supposed to do. You just gotta take a leap of faith- maybe we might like to leap to renting for now?
I've also been obsessed with babies... luckily I have babies all over my family right now so they can help me realize I'm not quite ready... in multiple ways. But I am super stoked to be a mom one day. Also, lots of responsibility.
I would just like to sing the praises of Tony as he is the total opposite of me. He rides a pretty monotone emotion that offsets my absolute
rollercoaster of excitement and disappointment. He has a level head and thinks things through while I am more of an impulse buyer/let's go now/fast forward kind of gal... luckily you can't really do that with houses. He completes me. I'm grateful that I will get to spend the rest of my life with him, my family, and his family. I love having another family. I got the little brother and sister I never had! Mel and Pat are SO great too. I still have to laugh when I think of the four of us having the birth control talk. I don't know how many people are able to do that haha. Yes, my face was probably red. :)
Speaking of out of control I want to give a shout out to my mom Paula. She is seriously
AMAZING. She has to put up with
A LOT and does it pretty darn
graciously. I am so proud of her and the wonderful woman she is. I love her with everything I've got. I still tell her she has to let me die first because I
CANNOT imagine a life without Paula. She is my best friend! I love that we can sit down and chat like I would with any of my own girlfriends. Plus, she is really funny.... like seriously funny. Especially because 99% of the time it's unintentional. I hope to be half the mother Paula is. (just half because I don't know that her patience level is attainable for me) so basically i just wanted to say
MOM I LOVE YOU! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!
I am now exiting my soapbox.
kthnxbye
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peace out |